Oh, time, time gets us all,

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 03:08:16 GMT

I keep you down inside my heart
We watch the whole world fall apart
And melt into an ether sea

You failed to take me by the hand
I failed to make you understand
That all I wanted was your hands
On me

I'm captured in your eye
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And there's too many sad goodbyes
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And just a little higher now
Am I an inch away from heaven?
Am I an inch away from heaven?

The walls have ears
The stones have names
We gave in all our silly games
I knew I'd never let you go

And there is no one I can blame
Because your heart remained the same
I swear I'll never let you go

I'm captured in your eye
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And there's too many sad goodbyes
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And just a little higher now
'Cause every day I die for this
Am I an inch away from heaven?

Am I to be tortured
And not be the victim
All twisted up by my own pride
Am I to be stranded
Just waving my arms in the air
While you're trying to lie

I'm captured in your eye
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And there's too many sad goodbyes
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And just a little higher now
'Cause we're so close and far from this
Am I an inch away from heaven?

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 02:59:50 GMT

WHY AM I GOING TO SCHOOL HERE?

WHY WHY WHY WHY?

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:06:41 GMT

Listening to new Jenny Lewis.... <3

Somethings don't change.

I've done this before but whatever.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:29:00 GMT

Comment and I will:
a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
g) In return, please post this in your journal.

I don't have words so I had to steal some.

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 23:44:35 GMT

Have you lost your passion well, here take some of mine
you can use my skeleton but don’t drink all my wine
you have sung
you sung your voice away
no one listened

no, heaven help us all
who wanted to let it go
stuck inside a corpse
no heart beating

I've seen the love
And I let it slip away
And I, I've been so lonely
So much I could not say
And are, are you still just ok?

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 00:18:11 GMT

Tomorrow is Super Tuesday.

I wish Carrie Brownstein would run for President. No, I'm not kidding.

It is brave to feel.

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 18:02:08 GMT

Leave an anonymous comment with:

A secret.
A compliment.
A non-compliment.
A song that reminds you of me.

Night light.

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 01:18:06 GMT

I am almost done with my admissions essay for Western Washington University! This is so excited. It is thrilling and terrifying at the same time. I just need to get back my corrections from Krause - because despite my love/hate relationship, atleast sometimes she can offer some help. But I'm giving her til 12 tomorrow - I can't wait any longer to hit the "submit" button! And I will need to talk to my aunt first, because she did live in Washington for three years. I hope I would be able to take the Jeep up! Ah! I cannot stop shaking out of excitment!

It will make this worth it - overworking, lack of life, lack of sleep - it will all be worth it when I am in cold weather drinking coffee that burns your tongue for weeks snowboarding through mountains. AND THE MUSIC! West Coast does it best! And an 1 1/2 hour out of Seattle! Amazing! And I will be 18!

If you told me 3 years ago this would be happening, I'd call you a liar. But the idea of this is overly appealing now, I'm a moth to a bright light. I hope to visit over thanksgiving break, who knows, take tons and tons of pictures while I'm there. This would be too much fun.

School is school. Nothing is new. I just count down more and more as the days go on.

Needless to say - the future looks overly bright - fulfilling all those dreams I kept secret for too long.

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 16:06:01 GMT

September has been a horrid month. I mean, I guess some good things have happened, but not much. I never see anyone, all I do is go to school, do homework, and go to work. I never get to see ANYONE, and barely get to talk to them. Over the past 4 days I've worked over 20 hours, so a nice paycheck, but I'm on the verge of the world's biggest caffeine crash. All of my teachers noticed that I was so utterly exhausted to the point that I can't even comperhend "How are you?", the most basic of questions. I just keep drinking more and more coffee. I'm quite aware this is bad. I'm probably going to end up sick.
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I haven't seen any of my other friends, not even in school really because I'm not there. I feel bad but at the same time I'm really just... whatever about it. I don't know. Wait, I did see Katie Friday night because I needed get her Rilo Kiley ticket to her. So we ended up talking and what not at 10:30. I'ts nice that there atleast some people who can hold a conversation, so cool points to Katie. I don't know what I was expecting from senior year, but it wasn't this. Yea, slacking is barely working out for me, not. So much for having time for people. Are people even worth it? I don't even know. Wow, that sounds so much meaner than it actually is. I can totally blame EVERYTHING on my Myers-Brigg persoanlity test. I need some help.

What's getting me through? Rilo Kiley on freaking October 2nd. And if it sucks, I just might die. No, I will die. It'll mean that there is in fact nothing good OR pure in this world.

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 16:25:28 GMT

Friends only.